Beginning Of The End
From day one, I was left alone
Pushed away, set to live life on my own
No one by my side, no guiding light
There is no hope in sight
Dying heart and bleeding soul
Deprived of all control
Suffering
Waiting for the end to come
Slumbering
Trapped inside myself
With the shadows surrounding me
Damned for all eternity
I cannot break these chains
Will I ever be set free?
I've always wished for someone, I could trust
But every time I tried, this fragile glimpse of hope was turned to rust
Dying heart and bleeding soul
Given up to gain control
Suffering
Waiting for the end to come
Slumbering
Trapped inside myself
Am I to suffer till the end?
Have I ever lived? Or did I just pretend?
With the shadows surrounding me
Damned for all eternity
I cannot break these chains
Will I ever be set free?
Dying heart and bleeding soul
If only someone took control
Suffering
Waiting for the end to come
Slumbering
Trapped inside myself
Am I to suffer till the end?
Have I ever lived? Or did I just pretend?
With the shadows surrounding me
Damned for all eternity
I cannot break these chains
Will I ever be set free?
I am done trying…
I can't take this any longer…
Tempting Voices
Weakened mind, pathetic soul
Left behind, can't take control
All alone, in helplessness
Despair, fathomless
Am I losing my mind?
Or a new torture assigned?
Whispering
Tainting
Haunting me
Tormenting me
Gooooo!
Leave me alone!
Always been on my own,
Won't be listening to you,
Carrying on like before,
Accepting to be lost
I can't bear your words, the truth that lies behind
Begone!
Hear me out, begone!
Trapped in woe
An empty shell, so hollow
Your pain, your guilt
Every tear, you spilled
You’re not to blame, let others pay
Feast on their cries of dismay
Get out of my head!
Go!
Leave me alone!
Always been on my own,
Won't be listening to you,
Carrying on like before,
Accepting to be lost
I can't bear your words, the truth that lies behind
Begone!
Hear me out, begone!
Pathetic soul
Let them suffer
Weakling
Spill their blood
Rip them apart
Take their lives
Let chaos reign
Nurture your hatred
With the death of your foes
Why…
… are those voices tempting me?
Why...
...am I meant to hear those words?
Everything happens for a reason
But I cannot tell, what’s the plan that lies behind...
What twisted fate - is waiting - there - for - me?
Go!
Leave me alone!
Always been on my own,
Won't be listening to you,
Carrying on like before,
Accepting to be lost
I can't bear your words, the truth that lies behind
Begone!
Hear me out, begone!
Always been on my own,
Won't be listening to you,
Carrying on like before,
Accepting - to - be - lost
Defying The Path Foregone
Here I stand again
Confronting a new dark,
arising from life’s bane
Chasing me while standing at the edge
The gust of wind to make me fall?
Or a helping hand to make me stand tall?
Even if all seems bleak
I’m always moving on, with the last bit of strength within my soul
May all seem lost, there is one thing for sure … hope dies last
Many times before, I had to face impending doom
Cruelty has taught me well, I’m used to fight such gloom
Even if all seems bleak
I’m always moving on, with the last bit of strength within my soul
May all seem lost, there is one thing for sure … hope dies last
Though I
Can’t deny
There’s still doubt
Will I
Withstand
My sanity’s decay
You’re right, to doubt
To give in to your fears
Let us take control
Let us take control
Never ever will I be your slave
May I be broken, yet freedom I crave
Accepting your offer, equals demise
Defying this fate, from the ashes I’ll rise
Never...Ever…
Never …
Ever...
You fool
Pathetic worm
You can hardly live your life
And yet you dare denying us
Your ignorance will condemn you
Reap then what you sow
Damnation
Eternal
Even if all seems bleak
I’m always moving on, with the last bit of strength within my soul
May all seem lost, there is one thing for sure …
Hope
Dies
Last
Ashes To Ashes...
Silence!
They are finally gone!
I could resist, could show I’m strong!
Now I can move on!
What a debilitating agony
Tainting my mind, draining my will
Beyond all rationality
Silence…
Before the storm?
Are they really gone?
Could I resist again?
Could I be strong again?
Can I actually move on?
You expect us to be gone?
So you still deceive yourself?
You will come to realise…
We are one and the same!
You’re the one who made us be!
We are the ones to set you free!
I’m the one who made you be!?!
You’re the ones to set me free!?!
Finally you accept the truth!
Together…
We will set the path for you!
The traitors shall pay!
The idle shall rue!
Those who let you down...
Shall perish too!
The judgement at hand:
Freedom by violence!
Freedom by murder!
I shall defer….
To…. your…. guidance
I shall bow
To…. your…. will
Your order….
My determination
Their pain….
My salvation
I realise now….
There’s no other way…
I won’t be free…
If I won’t let them pay…
I’ve always deemed myself to be…
The source of my own misery…
There is no turning back now anymore
All pathways locked and sealed the door
Only one thing left to do…
My fate is sealed...
Ashes to ashes
...Dust To Dust
… and dust to dust
No longer clouded my mind
My release I will find
In the dark I must dwell
To flee my personal hell
Vengeance…
Will
Be
Mine!
Through blood
And gore
Shall I be redeemed!
The Path
Ahead
Shall be marked by death
Your evisceration
Shall bring me bliss
The time has come
To give free rein to my hate
To break my chains
To rid myself of this weight
Through blood
And gore
Shall I be redeemed!
The path
Ahead
Shall be marked by death
Your evisceration
Shall bring me bliss
Watching you... bleed to excess
Shall liberate me
I can already smell and taste their blood
I can almost feel the freedom … that their slaughter will bring
Their screams will be like music to my ears
I will smile in the face of their demise
Through blood
And gore
Shall I be redeemed!
The path
Ahead
Shall be marked by death
Your evisceration
Shall bring me bliss
Watching you... bleed to excess
Shall liberate me
In dire revenge I trust....
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
These are the final steps
For peace of mind I yearn
Heading into the dark
From where there's no return
Blade at hand!
Hatred fueled!
Myself unleashed!
The final judgement’s nigh
Now...
Prepare
To
Die